The Dark Triad and Me. And You

This post has been resting, in draft form, since 2015. I wrote it in response to a WordPress challenge but was too much of a coward to click publish. Then, just this week I saw the ‘Dark Triad’ mentioned in connection with the current Cambridge Analytica/Russia/Facebook/World-Neurotic-Conspiracy-Theory Day (I made that  up) hullabaloo. And I wondered. At the height (or depth) of the consultancy era of my career in image manipulation (PR) would I have considered doing what CA did?  Well, who knows now. But since it’s topical, I thought I’d be brave and let the captive words fly free, at last.


The Dark Triad. It sounds evil, doesn’t it?

It’s a term used by researchers in the field of psychology (there’s a definition at the end of the post) – and nowadays they don’t tend to use a term like ‘evil’. But that ‘dark’ does not, trust me, signify a bunch-of-flowers-and-a-box-of chocolates attitude to life. Unless someone wants something, in which case the chocs and carnations are all part of a plot.

But, I’m getting ahead of myself.

I heard the term ‘Dark Triad’ used by an academic of my acquaintance and, after looking it up online, felt a disturbing little rain cloud settle into my psyche.

Machiavellianism? Narcissism? Psychopathy? Well, set aside the latter, but – let me be frank – if you’ve ever been in PR at any serious level you’ve certainly played with the Prince’s methods and as for clients, I’m not saying they’re all narcissists but …

Disturbing stuff. And a classic case of the ‘give a dog a bad name’ genre of terminology.

Anyway.

It was the Dark Triad that leapt to mind a few months ago when I saw a Daily Prompt from WordPress.

It was a real temptation for a blogger, that prompt.

Because it was all about – me.

All about me?

Who, me?

Oh, yes! Let me imagine …

I’m running around a playground, in a pretty summer dress, wearing white ankle socks and red leather sandals. My arms are flailing as if I’m trying to fly.

And I’m screaming, ‘me, me, me, me me!’.

But, hang on, the challenge was to write about me as seen by – well, let’s say, you.

Hmmm. OK. Well.

If you’ve read many of my blog posts over the last three [sic] years, you’ll probably have formed an impression of me.

I’ve been emotional, glum, depressed, elated, happy, sad, cross, worried, exasperated, pompous, insecure, pedantic, questing, angry, lost, melancholic – and nostalgic. But always, I suspect, by reason of the simple fact of blogging, vain. [ha, not much change there then?]

I cringe to write that – because I don’t want to be vain. I cringe because I feel shy. I cringe because I want you to like me but don’t want you to think I want you to like me. I cringe because – oh, hell, I just hate being obvious about ME.

So what would my imaginary YOU think of the online version of me?

And why on earth am I doing this?

Shrug.

I don’t know.

She’s a little pompous, is our M, I suspect – and inclined to be self-righteous. She says she’s insecure but actually she’s very secure, or should be – you can tell she’s had a good education but she’s always playing it down.

She loves trying new things but always wants everyone else to like what she likes – I suspect she’s difficult to be around – doesn’t like it if you disagree with her. One of those people who’ll argue the opposite of whatever, just because.

Because.

Neurotic?

Definitely.

Opinionated?

Oh yes.

But quite likeable, in person, because she takes care to ask about you – and to tailor her conversation to yours, to avoid subjects that you don’t like – in other words, she tries very hard to be liked – so she is, really, quite likeable.

She makes much of her Catholic upbringing, so I suspect she has a lot of inbuilt guilt – they always do, don’t they? And I suspect she hates to have to consider other people all the time – as she does – and not be selfish. Though deep down she is very selfish.

But I can hear her arguing that everyone is selfish, it’s just that most people aren’t honest and wouldn’t admit it.

I’m not sure she’s actually narcissistic, because the definition (below) suggests that a narcissist is lacking in empathy – and I can see that she empathises with folk to a degree which she herself finds uncomfortable.

Machiavellian, now. Hmm.

She has tendencies towards it – after all that time in business as a woman, competing with men – did I say I think she’s really quite competitive? – she must have developed a degree of deviousness to help her get ahead. But I don’t think she has a ‘cynical disregard for morality’.

And if ‘the trait of agreeableness is strongly absent’ – well, unless she’s a real mega-bluffer she’s not a Dark Triad spirit.

You know, thinking about it, she’s not put her real name on the blog site, though you can find it if you want to – so maybe I’m wrong, maybe she is a little insecure. After all, if you’ve written a book and published it don’t you want to tell the world?

I wonder.

Perhaps she’s a double bluffer.

Or perhaps she just doesn’t know who she is.

Which, frankly, at her age (I’m guessing she’s not what you might call young) is sad.

Will I keep on reading her blog?

You tell me.

OK! Now stop it, that’s enough. Back to the real me.

Regular readers, don’t respond, this isn’t a fishing expedition and I really don’t want to know.

At least, I don’t think I do. Do I?


This is the basis for my header image btw, a stone beastie from the church in Kirkby Stephen where Loki also hangs out


 

The Dark Triad (from Wikipedia)
The dark triad is a group of three personality traits: narcissism, Machiavellianism and psychopathy. Use of the term “dark” implies that these traits have malevolent qualities:

Narcissism is characterized by grandiosity, pride, egotism, and a lack of empathy.
Machiavellianism is characterized by manipulation and exploitation of others; a cynical disregard for morality, and a focus on self-interest and deception.
Psychopathy is characterized by enduring antisocial behavior, impulsivity, selfishness, callousness, and remorselessness.

All three traits have been associated with a callous-manipulative interpersonal style.[11] A factor analysis carried out at the Glasgow Caledonian University found that among the big five personality traits, the trait of agreeableness is strongly absent in regards to the dark triad, while other traits such as neuroticism and a lack of conscientiousness were associated with some of the dark triad members.

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19 Responses to The Dark Triad and Me. And You

  1. seer1969 says:

    Surely psychopathy includes the other two; all psychopaths are narcissistic, and Machiavelli was just one among many. They exhibit grandiosity, pride, egotism, and a lack of empathy, as well as manipulation and exploitation of others; a cynical disregard for morality, and a focus on self-interest and deception as well as antisocial behavior, impulsivity, selfishness, callousness, and remorselessness. Which all fits Tony Blair perfectly.
    I love the image ‘I’m running around a playground, in a pretty summer dress, wearing white ankle socks and red leather sandals’, can just picture it! 😉

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    • Ha! That’s the real me in a cotton frock and red sandals form Start Rite or Clarks. 🙂 But I’d be yelling, Vimto, sandwich-spread-sandwiches, ice cream, sarsaparilla drops – or perhaps just craving them!

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  2. Thel says:

    I don’t know what to say. This post makes me uncomfortable because I am someone who cares deeply for you. And I cannot ignore your feelings about yourself. We all have different views of ourselves which reside inside our heads because of genetics, life experiences and who knows.

    Is it the black dog visiting? I have read that black dogs (and cats) are least likely to be adopted from animal shelters. Sad.

    Sorry but You don’t fit the dark triad job description.

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    • Oh dear, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean this to happen – thought the tone was reasonably light for such dark matters. And thank you. I think growing up mostly as an only child (when my sis left I was 10) and not having other relatives or, now, children I probably spend too much time in introspection. When I wrote this in 2015, I was intrigued by the premise of the WordPress prompt but when I’d done it… Got scared. When all this Cambridge Analytica stuff came out I was watching the covert filming of the top guys’ business pitch to the fake potential client and it really made me wonder – would I go that far, if it were my job? I do remember applying to a British American Tobacco firm for a job – luckily for my scruples they turned me down when I scored zero in followership 😉
      The black dog (how sad what you say, I like black cats – especially ones with a little white here and there!) was prowling around bit – for a reason – but I had good news in the post today and he went running away howling.
      Thank you, Thel. At the risk of being embarrassing, I feel lucky and glad you care and am really sorry to have disturbed you. Really.

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  3. Liz Ferguson says:

    Glad to hear you had good news ! Liz xx

    Sent from my iPad

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  4. Ardys says:

    I loved this post. What a very hard thing to do, to try and look at yourself as others might. Intriguing, and yes, scary to hit the ‘publish’ button. Don’t we often think about this? Wonder how others see us? I think you’ve handled it well. How can one really tell, and on any given day, the perception might be quite different, too. I did have to search very hard to find your name, though, so not sure what that says about you, or about me!! Glad you decided to publish!

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  6. jilldennison says:

    This is why I say you and I are soulmates! We both overthink everything and our minds never stop! One of these days, we shall discuss all of this over a lovely glass (bottle or two) of wine! Hugs, dear Mary ❤

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  7. OMG, does this mean you’re real, a human… not words typed onto a screen via an autobot 😎
    I certainly hope you are vain, neurotic, opinionated, pompous, self-righteous, selfish… you can be all these things, I believe, and likeable regardless so long as you are interesting & interested. Many people I’m fond of are these things, and more. Probably me too.

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    • Bot. Bot, Bot.
      Yeah, I’m real.
      I am sure you are perfect 🙂 (Whatever that means, as a human being)
      Hope to assess your qualities in person one day.
      Now there’s two of you …

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